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My Identity - Coming Out Demiromantic/Demisexual [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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This has been a long time coming and I wanted to share it with y'all because I think it's important. Please read below! Some people are confused about this and asking the question of isn't everyone who experiences romantic or sexual attraction essentially demi romantic and demi sexual? This is one of the biggest misconceptions. - For people who experience sexual or romantic attraction, many can feel these attractions for complete strangers or acquaintances, but choose not to act on these feelings as they want to know a person before delving further. It is possible for some to have little crushes on strangers or people they don't know very well. I don't get those. I genuinely do not feel these attractions until a deep emotional bond has been formed. It's not a choice. The "crush" feelings do not exist until that connection occurs for me and that is not really a common experience. This is why demi sexuality and demi romanticism are different and not just "normal" (for lack of a better word). - In this video, I wanted to keep things short and brief. It is because of this that some may be confused. I understand that. I'm trying to rectify that by explaining it more here and above. I can count on 1 hand the number of people I've ever been sexually attracted to and I can count on 2 hands the number of people I've been romantically attracted to in my entire life. Sometimes a person I was romantically attracted to I wasn't sexually attracted to and vice versa. That was confusing. But that's just how it works for me. Please know you are not alone in what you are experiencing and that what you are feeling is valid. Your identity (or lack thereof) is valid in whatever capacity you experience it and know it. I want to say thank you to those who I know personally who have given me support in all facets of my life. I appreciate it immensely. And those who have supported me through the realms of the internet, I appreciate you all as well. Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. (Closed captioning available.) | IMPORTANT LINKS AND INFO | - Here's a link to Part 1 of the "Everything ACE and ARO" video series I was a part of with Ashley Mardell and other wonderful people: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQVvVhe6EPc Here's Part 2! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8o-l20NAsI8 Part 3! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgxWqDoLmtw I still can't believe I was actually in it. I am humbled by that and it was awesome to be able to help make such a comprehensive and wonderful resource. - Check out Ways2Raise! They are doing wonderful things for the trans community and these shirts are awesome. I can't wait to see what they come up with next. Website link for more info: http://www.ways2raise.net/ Really great and validating message made by really great people for a really great cause. (How many times can I say really great? Really great. Alright. I'm done.) ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! | MUSIC | Background music: Instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN) Closing music: Instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 12408 Jeff Miller
I Didn't Know I Was Nonbinary [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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For various reasons, I honestly didn't know I was non binary until 2014. When I came out as trans in 2012, I felt like I had to be just a "man." I felt like I had to be a trans man and identify with that binary because that was what was portrayed in the media. This isn't to say that that experience can't be a thing because it definitely can. It just never felt right to me personally. But it was all really confusing because I thought, "If I'm not a man, what am I? Who am I?" Hello, identity crisis part two. Haha. All I knew was that I felt like just a human being and I hated gendered language like "man," "bro," "dude," etc used in reference to me. (Which, as a side note, this is still true. These words make me uncomfortable, so please don't use them on me.) When I looked around to see what non binary people "looked" like, none of them looked like me either. They were typically androgynous and went by they/them/their pronouns. I felt a pressure to look or feel a certain way to be seen as "valid" in that identity. Now, I am comfortable with who I am, how I present, and how I'm seen in the world. I can be a valid non binary person who goes by he/him/his pronouns and presents more on the masculine side. That's cool! If you are non binary and present differently than I do, that's cool, too! It's truly all about how you feel most comfortable. I hope you're able to find where that is for yourself at some point! Feel free to leave your own thoughts or experiences in the comments! Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this around with the internet, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) --- The sweatshirt that I'm wearing in this video that says "Gender Is Over! If You Want It" can be found at http://www.genderisover.com/. That's a project I wholeheartedly support. (Even the awesome Laura Jane Grace has the merch!) --- ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Starboy - The Weeknd ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 -------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Outro music is an instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 10114 Jeff Miller
FTM - How To Keep Your Singing Voice On T [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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Can I keep my singing voice on T? How will my voice change? I've heard these questions a lot and this video has been highly requested of me for the last few years, so I figured I'd share my tips and tricks for singing on T! Please know that I'm not a doctor. I'm not a professional. I'm not a vocal coach. I'm just someone who likes to sing. I should note that the decision to go on testosterone is a very personal one. If you choose to go on T, great! If you think that T is not something you need or want, great! You are still valid and valued in your identity. Also, something I didn't mention in the video but still applies here. Some people choose to start on a lower dose of testosterone in order to keep their singing voice consistent. I personally did not start on a low dose, but it is possible this may be an option as well for you. Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this around with the internet or with your friends, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Avalanche - Bring Me the Horizon ------------------------- ------------------------- | TIME STAMPS | 00:52 - 01:11 : 1. Just keep singing. 01:12 - 01:47 : 2. Work with the range your voice is at. If it hurts, don't do it. 01:48 - 02:15 : 3. Stay mindful of your breathing and breath support. 02:16 - 02:49 : 4. Stop comparing yourself to other people. 02:50 - 04:27 : Answers to some common questions I get. ------------------------- ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Outro music is an instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 10786 Jeff Miller
| Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life | (Jeff Miller ukulele cover)
 
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Happy February! I'm a sap so I did this. Also, I'm a little over 2 years on T now. And I guess you could say it's finally the year of the beard for me. Or goatee, rather. Things are happening on my face and I'm not mad about it. But I hope you all have a wonderful Valentine's Day if you celebrate it. If not, enjoy the huge sales on chocolate on the day after Valentine's Day! Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: First Day of My Life ARTIST: Bright Eyes ALBUM: I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning (2005) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- This is the first day of my life Swear I was born right in the doorway I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed They're spreading blankets on the beach Yours is the first face that I saw I think I was blind before I met you Now I don't know where I am I don't know where I've been But I know where I want to go And so I thought I'd let you know That these things take forever I especially am slow But I realize that I need you And I wondered if I could come home Remember the time you drove all night Just to meet me in the morning And I thought it was strange you said everything changed You felt as if you'd just woke up And you said "this is the first day of my life I'm glad I didn't die before I met you But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you And I'd probably be happy" So if you want to be with me With these things there's no telling We just have to wait and see But I'd rather be working for a paycheck Than waiting to win the lottery Besides maybe this time is different I mean I really think you like me ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 2376 Jeff Miller
FTM Hysterectomy - 2 Weeks Post Op [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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I'm officially over 2 weeks post op, so I wanted to share what recovery has been like for me thus far! So behold! The surgery diaries! I included clips from before and after surgery to complete the "surgery video diary" entries. Haha. Things have been going well so far and I feel really happy and fortunate for that. WARNING: I've included pictures of my incisions healing ( 07:19 - 07:29 ), so if that makes you uncomfortable, feel free to skip ahead! They're not super graphic, but I know some people might feel triggered by it in some way. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself. My nurses were absolutely incredible. I was the first trans patient for all of them and they were nothing but respectful and supportive, which is something I wasn't sure would happen given where I live. One even told me I had the most beautiful urine she had ever seen (which I am super proud about haha) and also asked me about my transitional journey as she had a friend who had just started T. It was just very surreal and wonderful for me. The Premarin was a topical estrogen cream that needed to be inserted every night for 14 days. My surgeon wanted me to take it so that the area down there had a better chance of healing. With the Premarin it had estrogen again so it wouldn't be as inflamed and irritated. This was the only concern my doctor had for me recovery wise. My tissue did not look like "regular" tissue due to the testosterone and the Premarin was to help it get back to normal at least a little bit without me needing to go off testosterone and on estrogen. If you're prepping to have this surgery yourself or you have any questions about anything trans related, I suggest you go to https://gendercube.tumblr.com since he is the super thorough and has answered questions about literally everything. Haha. I also think he's super rad. I hope you're all having a wonderful day! Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this around with the internet, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Recovery - James Arthur ------------------------- ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Outro music is an instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 8992 Jeff Miller
FTM Singing Voice on T Comparison (Pre T to 5 Years) || Jeff Miller
 
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An updated singing voice compilation to show where my voice is now at 5 years on T compared to previous years! All of the song titles and times are listed below. It's been a while since I've done a direct singing voice comparison video like this, so I wanted to "redo" it in a way as the previous video only showed my voice from pre T to almost 2 years. You can find that here: https://youtu.be/AUdyO2VQcSA. And if you are at all curious about what the process of singing on T was like for me and how I was able to keep my singing voice, click here: https://youtu.be/G99_5ur64hs. I get the question of, "Can I keep my singing voice on T?" a lot, so hopefully this helps. I love doing these comparisons because it shows just how far I've come and I can (slowly, but surely) see how much more comfortable and confident I am with my voice over time. I finally got to the point where I was okay with expanding my upper vocal range again and hopefully you are able to see that growth here. (The extra raspy bits in my voice are thanks to the 2 hour gig I had the night before. That was a lot on my vocal cords. Haha.) Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Life Under Water (Jerry Folk ft Nevve) ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | SONGS USED + TIME STAMPS | - Gravity by Sara Bareilles || Pre T (00:30 - 00:41) and 5 years on T (00:42 - 01:04) - Remembering Sunday by All Time Low || Pre T (01:05 - 01:25) and 5 years on T (01:26 - 01:49) - Waiting Up for You by Steven Fiore || Pre T (01:51 - 02:12) and 5 years on T (02:13 - 02:36) - I'll Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab for Cutie || 1 month on T (02:37 - 02:59) and 5 years on T (03:00 - 03:23) - Tell Her This by Del Amitri || 1 year on T (03:24 - 03:39) - Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran || 2 years on T (03:41 - 03:58) - Sex by The 1975 || 3 years on T (04:00 - 04:18) - Cool for the Summer by Demi Lovato || 3.5 years on T (04:20 - 04:36) - WILD by Troye Sivan || 4 years on T (04:37 - 04:57) - Goner by twenty one pilots || 4.5 years on T (04:59 - 05:22) - Wicked Games by The Weeknd || 5 years on T (05:24 - 05:44) *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 26491 Jeff Miller
FTM Bottom Surgery Consultation with Dr. Chen [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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On January 19, 2017, I had an in person consultation with Dr. Chen for bottom surgery in San Francisco, CA. --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- If you are not familiar with Dr. Chen, he is the one who took over Dr. Crane's practice in San Francisco while he moved to Austin, Texas. He started the consult by asking the typical questions regarding my personal medical history and then moved into describing the surgery itself and what complications exist to make me fully aware of that. I was also tested to see if I was a candidate for both ALT and RFF. After this, we both agreed that RFF would give me the results that better align with what I personally want. With Dr. Chen's consent, I did film my entire consultation. I included some clips in this video of questions that a lot of you were wondering about and also things I felt were important. If you are interested in seeing the entire consult, both parts are linked below. It was a 30 minute consult, so I broke the video into two 15 minute videos. (Please be aware that these videos are unlisted at this point in time, so you need the links to view them.) Entire consult part 1: https://youtu.be/FNpoN8XIChs Entire consult part 2: https://youtu.be/U68P7runkOw At this point, I am comfortable with saying that Dr. Chen will be my surgeon and that RFF phallo will be happening for me some time in 2018. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! And if you have any questions, please leave those as well and I will answer to the best of my ability. Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: The Chainsmokers - Setting Fires ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 6382 Jeff Miller
FTM Hysterectomy - 2 Months Post Op [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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I'm now two months post op from my total laparoscopic hysterectomy and oophorectomy! I've been noticing some changes for me when comparing to what it was like before surgery in a few key areas: body hair, acne, and sleeping patterns. I'm still not allowed to do absolutely everything that I could do before having surgery, like running or weightlifting as I'm not fully healed yet, but that's okay. All in all, everything went great! The incisions are fading really well and I'm sure if they don't fade completely, my stomach hair will cover them up. That's just fine by me! Haha. If you're prepping to have this surgery yourself or you have any questions about anything trans related, go to https://gendercube.tumblr.com. He has answered pretty much any question you can think of for these things. And if you're wondering what my initial recovery process was like, this is my two weeks post op video: https://youtu.be/PrVD9T-_43I. Y'all are lovely and I hope you are having a great day! Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: I Can Only. - JoJo ft. Alessia Cara ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Outro music is an instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 3188 Jeff Miller
FTM Singing Voice on T Comparison (Pre T to 2 Years on T) || Jeff Miller
 
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Here's the evolution of my voice on testosterone over the years with some comparisons using the same song. All songs are listed at the bottom of the screen. You can click here to see a video I made in 2016 about how to keep your singing voice on T: https://youtu.be/G99_5ur64hs. An updated version showing comparisons to 5 years on T can be found here: https://youtu.be/fLnomrhu0FU I hope you all enjoy! The songs and time stamps are located down below. And if you have any questions, feel free to contact me! All social media links are also listed below. Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! | SONGS USED + TIME STAMPS | - Remembering Sunday by All Time Low | Pre T (00:08 - 00:25) and 8 months on T (00:26 - 00:57) - Hey Soul Sister by Train | Pre T (01:03 - 01:18) and 3 months on T (01:19 - 01:40) - Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World | Pre T (01:44 - 02:00) and 2 months on T (02:01 - 02:18) - I'll Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab for Cutie | 5 weeks on T (02:19 - 02:40) - Somewhere Only We Know by Keane | 2.5 months on T (02:41 - 03:03) - I'm Yours by Jason Mraz | 3 months on T (03:04 - 03:13) - Someone Like You by Adele | 4 months on T (03:14 - 03:33) - Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New | 5.5 months on T (03:34 - 03:57) - Pumped Up Kicks by Foster the People | 6.5 months on T (03:58 - 04:11) - Somebody That I Used to Know by Gotye ft. Kimbra | 7.5 months on T (04:12 - 04:34) - A Girl, A Boy, and A Graveyard by Jeremy Messersmith | 10 months on T (04:35 - 04:58) - Tell Her This by Del Amitri | 11 months on T (04:59 - 05: 23) - The Only Exception by Paramore | 11.5 months on T (05:24 - 05:55) - Paradise by Coldplay | 1 year and 1 month on T (05:56 - 06:18) - Fast Car by Tracy Chapman | 1 year and 3 months on T (06:19 - 06:37) - The A Team by Ed Sheeran | 1 year and 5 months on T (06:38 - 06:57) - We Are Young by Fun. | 1 year and 7 months on T (06:58 - 07:15) *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 42871 Jeff Miller
Testopel: Magic Testosterone Pellets? [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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What is Testopel? What is that process like? I've been having Testopel inserted for the last few years and those are the questions I keep getting, so here you go! With special appearances made by my booty. Haha. Sorry mom. Please know that I do talk about the procedure (it is a surgical procedure) and that includes showing the bandages and insertion site. I wouldn't consider it graphic by any means, some people may feel better off not watching that and I understand that. Basic layout of the procedure: 1. Numb the area near your hip/butt where the pellets will be inserted. A needle is used for this. The side that the insertion takes place alternates each time. 2. Make the tiny incision. It's truly only a few centimeters long. 3. Insert the tube that contains the pellets. (You can feel some pressure here.) 4. Drop the pellets in. 5. Remove the tube. 6. Put the bandages and adhesive strips on. And that's it! For me, it is a much better process of only having to go in every 4 months and then not have to worry about doing shots. I don't even have to think about it! The testosterone just dissolves and that's really magical to me. Haha. If you have any questions though, please feel free to ask me! (Side note: If this is published properly, I am flying home from California today because I had my consultation with Dr. Chen on the 19th. Exciting things! Woo!) Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Atlas Genius - If So ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 2360 Jeff Miller
| Gabrielle Aplin - Home | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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'As long as we're together, does it matter where we go?' 2 years on T. And I know I've been putting out a lot of videos within a relatively short amount of time since I've been on break from school. It's just music is one of my passions and I enjoy sharing that with others. Gabrielle Aplin is extremely talented and I've been following her on Youtube for years now and I think Home is one of my favorites of hers. So when a friend of mine told me to do a Gabrielle Aplin song, this popped in my head. Also, I'm so incredibly stoked and in disbelief that I now have over 600 subscribers so thank you to all of you! Thank you. I hope you all enjoy! Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. --------------- Social Media Things --------------- http://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 SONG: Home ARTIST: Gabrielle Aplin ALBUM: English Rain (2013) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- I'm a phoenix in the water A fish that's learned to fly And I've always been a daughter But feathers are meant for the sky And so I'm wishing, wishing further, For the excitement to arrive It's just I'd rather be causing the chaos Than laying at the sharp end of this knife With every small disaster I'll let the waters still Take me away to some place real 'Cause they say home is where your heart is set in stone Is where you go when you're alone Is where you go to rest your bones It's not just where you lay your head It's not just where you make your bed As long as we're together, does it matter where we go? Home home home home So when I'm ready to be bolder, And my cuts have healed with time Comfort will rest on my shoulder And I'll bury my future behind I'll always keep you with me You'll be always on my mind But there's a shining in the shadows I'll never know unless I try With every small disaster I'll let the waters still Take me away to some place real 'Cause they say home is where your heart is set in stone Is where you go when you're alone Is where you go to rest your bones It's not just where you lay your head It's not just where you make your bed As long as we're together, does it matter where we go? Home home home home home home home home 'Cause they say home is where your heart is set in stone Is where you go when you're alone Is where you go to rest your bones It's not just where you lay your head It's not just where you make your bed As long as we're together, does it matter where we go? Home home home home home home home home ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1539 Jeff Miller
How To Deal With Unsupportive Parents/Family [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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My best tips on how to handle being around people who do not accept or support you. --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- NOTE: This advice applies to a lot of different situations because it is so general. So, these apply to more than just people who are unsupportive of trans people or more than just people you interact with daily. These tips still work for people you don't really have contact with (i.e. you're away at college, don't live near them, etc) and they still work if you're dealing with anyone who is unsupportive of you, no matter your identity. You don't have to be trans for these tips to apply! Honestly, these work for any situation where you're not feeling supported. - 1. Surround yourself with people who DO support you. - 2. Educate and provide resources to try and have them understand where you're coming from. - 3. Bring in an unbiased third party to help navigate a conversation between yourself and those who do not support you. - 4. Remember that regardless of what anyone says, you are still worthy of love and respect. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: As U Wave - HalfNoise ft Hayley Williams ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1333 Jeff Miller
I Didn't Know I Was Self Harming [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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An honest conversation about my own personal experiences with self harm and how I didn't realize I was self harming until after the fact. --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- NOTE: Comments are currently disabled. This is a personal choice to keep myself safe. I hope you understand. If this topic upsets you in any way, please feel free to watch something else. You know you best. Put yourself first. That is okay. Like I mention in the video, I don't wish to romanticize my behavior, but I feel talking about it is important as well because for the longest time, I didn't believe I self harmed. I didn't cut myself or it "wasn't that bad," so I didn't know. It didn't register to me. And that's a problem in and of itself. Perhaps I can attribute some of that to my naivety, but I don't think I'm the only one who has experienced this either. So here's me being vulnerable about my own past and chatting about it. Though, quite honestly, it's still a part of now and my future because it still impacts me. Self harm is an addiction in a way. It's still here. Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Mallory Knox - Giving It Up ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 2204 Jeff Miller
FTM - 4 Years Post Top Surgery! (Dr. Garramone) [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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Four years post top surgery! Wow... It's been 4 years already? I can't believe that! To me, it feels like it's still 2012. I'm still sitting in the passenger seat while my mom is driving me to the hospital. To me, it still feels like my mom and I are having a conversation about what is going to happen and she turns to me to say, "You know. It's kind of ironic how the Mayans declared today to be the end of the world. It's the end of one life for you and the beginning of another." These are the things that have stuck with me through all of these years. I did embark on a new life that day, a life that I am very privileged and fortunate to have. Dr. Garramone gave me everything I personally wanted and needed and I thank him for that. This is my body, scars and all. My body is beautiful and this is my celebration of that. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Breaking Free - Night Riots ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN and Elevate by St. Lucia *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 3373 Jeff Miller
| All Time Low - Last Young Renegade | (Bass cover w/ Tabs)
 
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This is my live bass cover of All Time Low's 'Last Young Renegade'! Tabs are below! --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- Personally, I get a lot of 'Nothing Personal' album vibes from this and I love that. I haven't played bass much (as I'm mostly a guitar player), but y'all, bass is so much fun to play and dance around with, especially on this song. Haha. I definitely need to add more bass jam sessions into my routine. Logistics: This live cover was filmed with two cameras simultaneously for the different angles. My bass was run directly to my computer through a Focusrite 2i2 and recorded using Ableton Live. A full band instrumental cover with guitar, bass, drums, and vocals for this song is on the way! Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Had Enough - Lower Than Atlantis ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- ------------------------- SONG: Last Young Renegade ARTIST: All Time Low ALBUM: Last Young Renegade (2017) TABS ----------------------------------------------------------------- [Verse] x 4 G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|--2-2-2-2-2-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------| E|------------------2-2-2-3-3-3-3-3-2-2-2-0-0-0-0-0-2-2-2-3-3-3-3-3-5-5-5| [Chorus] x 2 G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|--5-5-5-5--0----------------------------2-2-2-2-------------------------------------------| E|-------------------3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3----------------2--3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3--------------| [Verse] x 5 [Chorus] x 4 [Bridge] G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| E|--2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-| G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------7-7-7-7-7-7-7-7 | A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| E|-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5---------------------------| [Chorus] x 3 [Outro] G|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| E|--2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2--3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-3-------------------------------------------| ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 2748 Jeff Miller
FTM - 5 Years on T! [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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Five years on testosterone already? Goodness! A lot has happened in the last 5 years. Some days it feels like that was so long ago. Other days, I remember (rather excitedly and impatiently) waiting to get that first shot. Time is weird that way. Haha. But the choice to go on T was a really important one for me in how I view myself and how comfortable I am able to be now. It's just really surreal everything that has happened in the last 5 years. Cheers to that. πŸŽ‰ Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Not Afraid Anymore - Halsey ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN and Only Love (acoustic) by PVRIS *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 5010 Jeff Miller
Tori Kelly Prince Tribute | Purple Rain & When Doves Cry | Minneapolis, MN
 
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Tori Kelly did a tribute to the late Prince in his hometown of Minneapolis, MN with 'When Doves Cry' and 'Purple Rain.' This was at Northrop Auditorium at the U of M on May 9th, 2016 during the Unbreakable Tour. Prince even came to her show last year at the Varsity Theater and saw Tori do a cover of 'Kiss' that night. I was at both shows and it was incredible. This tribute would have made Prince proud, I think. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- - When Doves Cry (00:00 - 01:34) - Purple Rain (01:35 - 03:42) Mateus' guitar solo starts at 02:47. Full Tori Kelly Concert Experience video here: https://youtu.be/kxqjUY0UvTE ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- CAMERA: Sony DSC-HX20V *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 10555 Jeff Miller
My Tattoos [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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What tattoos do I have? What do they mean? Y'all requested this, so here you go! I suppose it could be called a tattoo tag. Basically, I have a lot of black Times New Roman and Paramore related tattoos. Haha. But hey, I'm happy and okay with that! I hope you all enjoy this. I just sit and talk about my tattoos for a while with the break down of how many I have, what they mean to me, and some odd things that happened as soon as I got tattoos. If you liked the video, feel free to give it a like if you'd like! Also, if you're feeling it, subscribe if you haven't already. But I can't tell you what to do. Thanks for doing whatever you want to do. You're rad regardless! And if you have any more questions, feel free to ask! Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Closed captioning is available!) SONG OF THE DAY: I See Stars - Running with Scissors ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Outro music is Only Love by PVRIS. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 4835 Jeff Miller
How To Pick A New Name! [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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I often get the question "How do I pick a new name?" from those who are transitioning and not sure where to start, so this video covers my best tips on that process! --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- I hope this video helps! Please know that this same process applies if you're wishing to change your middle name as well. For some people, they find a name fairly quickly. For others, it can take some time and that's okay! Truly, it's all about finding something that feels best to you. I trust in you when it comes to this choice because you know yourself best. Here's another video I did about names and the question: "What is your real name?" - https://youtu.be/kpJkJ0HIpSU Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would you think would find this helpful, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: By Your Side - The 1975 ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1036 Jeff Miller
FTM - Bottom Surgery Thoughts [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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This is going to be real honest. These are thoughts and feelings I've recently been able to truly come to terms with and I am so happy I've finally gotten to that point. For the longest time I didn't allow myself to think about my true feelings on bottom surgery. I knew I wanted it at some point. I knew that when I visualized my future, I saw it. But I kept pushing it off. I didn't want to believe that I wanted (or even needed it) now. I'm not pushing it off any more and that feels awesome. I'm finally taking control of my body and what I want. This isn't to say that's not a bit scary, but I'm preparing for these changes the best I can. (No anatomical terminology is used and I don't go super in depth on the surgeries, in case you are worried about that when watching this. I talk about my thoughts and feelings on it and briefly what surgery I am hoping for.) Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. SONG OF THE DAY: Daydream - Tori Kelly (Closed captioning available!) ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Outro music is Only Love by PVRIS. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 3495 Jeff Miller
Coming Out - How My Family Reacted [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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How did I come out as transgender? How did my mom, sister, and extended family react? Hear it in their own words! β€” Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon, if you'd like! : https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 β€” This is the first time both my mom and sister have been in a video together with me. This is also the first time we've ever talked about a lot of the things we talked about. Welcome to our family! This video is part 1 of 3 covering how I came out, how my family reacted, and how my transition has affected my family. Part 2: https://youtu.be/Ws5fyaegids This covers my family's fears and experience. Part 3: https://youtu.be/Swq2v98pIMc Covers advice my family has for those with trans loved ones. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until next Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) __________________ SONG OF THE DAY: Lead Feet - Boston Manor __________________ | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos about music, life, and trans issues. Take your pick! __________________ | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ __________________ | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Closing music is Smile Quiet While Looking Up by Puddle of Infinity. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1182 Jeff Miller
| Fun. - We Are Young | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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Welcome to the bathroom session. In which I do a video in my bathroom because I've always been told that bathrooms have great acoustics. If you like what you see, please feel free to share it around, comment, like, subscribe, write love songs with me, or whatever. Do what you gotta do. And thank you for watching! :) Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: We Are Young ARTIST: Fun. ft Janelle MonΓ‘e ALBUM: Some Nights (2012) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Give me a second I, I need to get my story straight My friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the Empire State My lover she’s waiting for me just across the bar My seat’s been taken by some sunglasses asking 'bout a scar, and I know I gave it to you months ago I know you’re trying to forget But between the drinks and subtle things The holes in my apologies, you know I’m trying hard to take it back So if by the time the bar closes And you feel like falling down I’ll carry you home Tonight We are young So let’s set the world on fire We can burn brighter than the sun Tonight We are young So let’s set the world on fire We can burn brighter than the sun Now I know that I’m not All that you got I guess that I, I just thought Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart But our friends are back So let’s raise a toast β€˜Cause I found someone to carry me home Tonight We are young So let’s set the world on fire We can burn brighter than the sun Tonight We are young So let’s set the world on fire We can burn brighter than the sun Carry me home tonight Just carry me home tonight Carry me home tonight Just carry me home tonight The world is on my side I have no reason to run So will someone come and carry me home tonight The angels never arrived But I can hear the choir So will someone come and carry me home Tonight We are young So let’s set the world on fire We can burn brighter than the sun Tonight We are young So let’s set the world on fire We can burn brighter than the sun So if by the time the bar closes And you feel like falling down I’ll carry you home tonight ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 4743 Jeff Miller
| Troye Sivan - WILD | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"You make my heart shake, bend and break. But I can't turn away and it's driving me wild." This is just yet another installment of "Jeff does songs related to love for February simply because it's February." I hope y'all enjoy it! Troye is on his Blue Neighbourhood tour right now and stopped at First Ave with LANY last week. But unfortunately it was sold out by the time I tried to get tickets. I'm sure it was an amazing show, especially with LANY as a supporting act. Yeah, I wish I could have gone, but I'm sure they will both tour near the Midwest soon again and I'll have my chance then. If you enjoyed the video, please feel free to like it, share it with the vast depths of the internet, or dance in the moonlight! Do what you have to do. Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. (Does anyone actually read these descriptions all the way through? If you do, you should comment what your favorite color is down below. It will be like a cool secret club greeting. Or something. It will be something.) | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: WILD ARTIST: Troye Sivan ALBUM: Blue Neighbourhood (2015) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Trying hard not to fall On the way home You were trying to wear me down, down Kissing up on fences And up on walls On the way home I guess it's all working out, now 'Cause there's still too long to the weekend Too long till I drown in your hands Too long since I've been a fool, oh Leave this blue neighbourhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild White noise in my mind Won't calm down You're all I think about Running on the music And night highs But when the light's out It's me and you now, now 'Cause there's still too long to the weekend Too long till I drown in your hands Too long since I've been a fool, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah Leave this blue neighbourhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You make my heart shake Bend and break But I can't turn away And it's driving me wild You're driving me wild You make my heart shake Bend and break But I can't turn away And it's driving me wild You're driving me wild Leave this blue neighborhood Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild 'Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh It drives me wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild You're driving me wild, wild, wild ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Outro music is an instrumental of Troye Sivan's 'Fools.' *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 977 Jeff Miller
#ProtectTransKids. ALL of Them. [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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This is a raw and unscripted video about my thoughts on Trump's recent decision to revoke support for Obama's federal protection which allowed trans youth to use a bathroom that best fit their gender. Title IX still can only be decided by the courts, but it is scary, nonetheless. --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- This has been hitting me hard for the past few days and I felt like I needed to do this. I will fight for every last one of you. ALL of you. Nonbinary. TPOC. Whatever and whoever you are, I'm fighting for you. And I will fight like hell because my years of being in hockey, soccer, and lacrosse taught me how to get a little scrappy. Currently, I need to recharge a bit, but I will come back strong. Take care of yourselves out there. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Pothole - Modern Baseball ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 -------------------------
Views: 556 Jeff Miller
| Paramore - Last Hope | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"It's just a spark, but it's enough to keep me going." Paramore means the world to me. No matter what mood I'm in, they have a song for it. Last Hope specifically has gotten me through a lot in my life since the Self Titled album came out. It makes me feel for the bad things that happened, but also fills me with a sense of joy and hope. So I guess Last Hope was an accurate title. Haha. I hope you know that no matter what you're going through, you are not alone. You are important. You are worth it. And you are loved. Until next Monday! Peace and much love, Jeff. OTHER PARAMORE COVERS I'VE DONE: - My Heart - https://youtu.be/-7PFblj3xc8 - Still Into You - https://youtu.be/Cpcfuc_MShw - Moving On - https://youtu.be/_Dz7rVkZV0o - The Only Exception - https://youtu.be/wmx6JZsp1S0 | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Last Hope ARTIST: Paramore ALBUM: Paramore (2013) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy by now The more I try to push it I realize – gotta let go of control Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen So let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Every night I try my best to dream Tomorrow makes it better Then I wake up to the cold reality And not a thing is changed But it will happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive Alive Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going (So if I let go of control now, I can be strong) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going (So if I keep my eyes closed, with the blind hope) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). - Outro music is Cloud 9 by Itro & Tobu. Music provided by NoCopyrightSounds. The full song can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VtKbiyyVZks *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 5450 Jeff Miller
| Say Anything - Cemetery | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"Should he ask what got me through. If he asks me, it was you." (Warning to anyone who might get triggered by it: the lyrics in the first verse reference suicide attempts. Time stamp for that is from 25 to 30 seconds.) This was an old school Sunday night jam session turned into an actual video. Side note: The show I'm in opened a couple weeks ago and I still have performance runs for the next two weeks or so. That's been keeping me busy, but I'm happy I've still been able to make content regularly. (While also being surprised at that fact. Haha.) Until next Monday! Peace and much love, Jeff. ---------------------------------------------------------------- | MY OTHER SAY ANYTHING COVERS | A Walk Through Hell - https://youtu.be/K1iT1Y_WpAA Alive with the Glory of Love - https://youtu.be/6uxdJDsWXr4 Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too - https://youtu.be/wVEAo26OSu4 | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Cemetery ARTIST: Say Anything ALBUM: Say Anything (2009) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- There's a cemetery deep below the sea They're the spaces reserved for fools like me Tried to kill myself at least a dozen times But nothing seemed to turn out right Now I'd rather wait a half a century Soiling the bed all belligerent and wrinkly Even when I go blind and lose my mind Nothing seems to turn out right Something's gotta turn out right If you want then when we die We'll ascend to someplace way up high At the gate, they'll show you through If they ask me, I'm with you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where I think about you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where I think about you There's no one who imagines like you So convinced there's somewhere that we go to Not a first class trip to the abyss Tell me, do you still feel this? Tell me, do you still feel this? As I drown in lakes of fire I will call your name as I expire It's the last thing that I'll do I will tell them I'm with you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where I think about you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where... Falling asleep, asleep at the wheel As I approach that cliff, I'm starting to feel If you could wake me up with only your touch I could die with you, life would be enough Falling asleep, asleep at the wheel As I approach that cliff, I'm starting to feel If you could wake me up with only your touch I could die with you, life would be enough And I'll face the one who made My disgusting heart from a lump of clay Should he ask what got me through If he asks me, it was you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where I think about you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where I think about you You're in my body You're, you're in my body You're in my body That's where I think about you ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Outro music is Cloud 9 by Itro & Tobu. Music provided by NoCopyrightSounds. The full song can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VtKbiyyVZks *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1982 Jeff Miller
The 1975 Concert Experience // Roy Wilkins Auditorium // St. Paul, MN
 
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Front row for The 1975 with The Japanese House and Wolf Alice at Roy Wilkins Auditorium in St. Paul, MN on May 25, 2016. This was the final show of this tour. The Japanese House started out the show and was amazing live. I've been a fan of Amber Bain's work for a while now and I love the use of synth and experimental pedals. It creates an almost out of this world sound and experience. Next was Wolf Alice. I'll be honest and say I didn't get myself too familiar with Wolf Alice before the show, but I digged them. They gave me a sort of 90's grunge/punk vibe and it was good! The bassist had some of the best dance moves and the guitar player was super into everything which was exciting to see. Finally, The 1975 took stage. Not without hyping everyone up in between sets, however, since they played that ominous noise that gradually builds up over time. I do believe it was the same build up as the previous tour as I remember something similar. (This is the second time I've seen them live. The first was at First Ave in December.) It was yet another fantastic show! Though they placed four of the hardest hitting songs for me in sequential order, so that was an emotional 15 minutes or so. Haha. It's fine. Unfortunately George was still out due to injury, but the tour drummer, Dave Elitch of The Mars Volta, did a fantastic job. Nothing was lacking at all. The show was great and well worth the wait once again! (For those who have asked in the past/for those wondering, we started waiting in line for this concert at 4 AM for an 8 PM show.) Until tomorrow! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. SONG OF THE DAY: Head.Cars.Bending - The 1975 | FULL SETLIST + TIME STAMPS | - Love Me (00:42 - 01:17) Adam's guitar solo starts at 00:57. - UGH! (01:18 - 01:38) - Heart Out (01:39 - 01:53) - So Far (It's Alright) - A Change of Heart - She's American (01:54 - 02:16) - Anobrain - Menswear - Loving Someone - Me - fallingforyou - Somebody Else - An Encounter - Robbers - You - Paris - Girls (02:17 - 02:50) ENCORE - If I Believe You (02:51 - 03:28) - Chocolate (03:29 - 03:54) - The Sound - Sex (03:55 - 04:15) CAMERA: Everything was filmed with an iPhone 6s. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- // THE 1975 PLAYLIST || Jeff Miller // http://bit.ly/1U7GYAq | THE 1975 COVERS I'VE DONE | // Chocolate // - https://youtu.be/2rqM-QvMOMM // fallingforyou // - https://youtu.be/6NX8msDAXys // Sex // - https://youtu.be/5iVr4j2m5aw // She Lays Down // - https://youtu.be/MWV51k8uXkM // Robbers // - https://youtu.be/w7QHy46J-ow | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every day for May! | MUSIC | - Intro music is an instrumental version of Heart Out by The 1975. - Outro music is an instrumental version of Robbers by The 1975. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners. All instrumentals used are official instrumentals released by The 1975. * ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------------
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| Baggage Claim - Jeff Miller (Original Song) |
 
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I can never write when I want to but sometimes when I start messing around with chords, I can improv words together and this is what that became. Personally, I feel like that style of writing may be a bit more genuine from me because it's literally coming straight from my heart and how it feels. It's not forced out of my mind which is nice. I will definitely say the idea of "baggage" is an interesting one and it's a concept I have continually struggled with. That in itself is unfortunate in so many ways. We are all human and we all have pieces of baggage that we may be ashamed of or that others may not fully understand and that is totally fine. With that said, the line that came to me first and which resonates with me most was "I've been sitting at the baggage claim with my own bags to blame." Too often we stop ourselves short because of these pieces of ourselves. But we can't let those bits of ourselves stop us from going out and pursuing what we want. So go out and get what you want, regardless of your so called baggage. There will be someone out there who will love you unconditionally and might even help you carry it if you need it. *Okay. Heartfelt message done.* Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. Social Media Links: http://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17
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| Fall Out Boy - Sugar, We're Goin Down | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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#MONUMENTOUR is a thing that is happening and I'm amped to see both Paramore and FOB at the end of August! Also, it's almost March which is ridiculously weird but that means spring is in the air, right? That's wrong where I live. Well, I hope you are all doing well and staying warm if you're in the cold tundra. Like I mention in the video, this is for my friend Emily because she's a hardcore fangirl for FOB so hopefully this meets her expectations. Haha. And I hope you all enjoy this! If you have a song request, send it to me via Twitter (@JeffAMiller17) or throw it down in the comments! Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Sugar, We're Going Down ARTIST: Fall Out Boy ALBUM: From Under the Cork Tree LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Am I more than you bargained for yet I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear Cause that's just who I am this week Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team [x2:] We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it Is this more than you bargained for yet Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet Wishing to be the friction in your jeans Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team [x2:] We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it Down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down (down, down) Down, down (down, down) We're going down, down (down, down) A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
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| We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"I'll be waiting. Wishing, wanting, yours for the taking." Throwing it back to my high school days. Haha. Even though We The Kings isn't on Warped this year, I still figured I'd throw them in the mix of songs to do leading up to the concert date for me. I hope you enjoy! And if you have a song request, send it to me via Twitter (@JeffAMiller17) or throw it down in the comments! :) Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Check Yes Juliet ARTIST: We The Kings ALBUM: We The Kings (2007) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Check yes, Juliet Are you with me? Rain is falling down on the sidewalk I won't go until you come outside Check yes, Juliet Kill the limbo I'll keep tossing rocks at your window There's no turning back for us tonight Lace up your shoes Ayo ayo Here's how we do Run, baby, run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be Run, baby, run, forever we'll be You and me Check yes, Juliet I'll be waiting Wishing, wanting yours for the taking Just sneak out and don't tell a soul goodbye Check yes, Juliet Here's the countdown: 3, 2, 1, now fall in my arms now They can change the locks, don't let them change your mind Lace up your shoes Ayo ayo Here's how we do Run, baby, run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be Run, baby, run, forever we'll be You and me We're flying through the night We're flying through the night Way up high The view from here is getting better with you by my side Run, baby, run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be Run, baby, run, forever we'll be You and me You and me ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
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| Paramore - My Heart | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours..." --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- Welcome to another round of "Love Songs With Jeff" for the month of February! And thanks to Natasha Mendozs for requesting Paramore's 'My Heart'! I had this song slotted in for this month and with all of the awesome news surrounding Zac Farro's return, it felt appropriate to start this month's music videos off with it! My Heart has a really special spot in my own heart because it was the first Paramore song that I sat and listened to on repeat over and over again. It's filled with a lot of memories for me. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) OTHER PARAMORE COVERS I'VE DONE: - Last Hope - https://youtu.be/wSw2zRaOUs4 - Still Into You - https://youtu.be/Cpcfuc_MShw - Moving On - https://youtu.be/_Dz7rVkZV0o - The Only Exception - https://youtu.be/wmx6JZsp1S0 ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Imagine Dragons - Believer ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- ------------------------- SONG: My Heart ARTIST: Paramore ALBUM: All We Know Is Falling (2005) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- I am finding out that maybe I was wrong That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone Stay with me, this is what I need, please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you? I am nothing now and it's been so long Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope This time I will be listening. Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you? This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you My heart is yours This heart, it beats, beats for only you My heart is yours (My heart, it beats for you) This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you) My heart is yours (My heart is yours) This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours (Please don't go, please don't fade away) (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is... ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1945 Jeff Miller
Tori Kelly Concert Experience | Minneapolis, MN | Unbreakable Tour |
 
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Tori Kelly with Thirdstory at Northrop Auditorium in Minneapolis, MN on May 9th, 2016 during the Unbreakable Tour. This was the second time I've seen Tori live. The first was last year during the Where I Belong Tour when she stopped at Varsity Theater. I'm continually stunned and in awe at her talent. Her vocals + the tour band were incredible. There are simply no words that do it full justice, so I'll let the live clips I have do the talking for me. The full set list is below. I didn't record every song, but for the ones I included in the video, the time stamps are there for you to jump around or follow along. Also, I unfortunately did not get any video of Thirdstory, but they were awesome as well! Three part harmonies for days! They classified themselves as a mix of folk, funk, and soul and I really digged it. Tori Kelly is truly incredible. 10/10 would see live in concert again. And again. And again. Until tomorrow! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. | FULL SETLIST + TIME STAMPS | - Where I Belong - Unbreakable Smile - Expensive - Anyway - Nobody Love (00:21 - 00:41) - Falling Slow - First Heartbreak - Daydream - Paper Hearts - Mateus Asato guitar solo - Art of Letting You Go - Suit & Tie/PYT/Thinkin Bout You Medley | Suit & Tie (00:42 - 01:06) / The unbelievable Tori Kelly PYT riff (01:07 - 01:18) | - Confetti - Funny - Prince Tribute - When Doves Cry/Purple Rain * full video of this tribute here: https://youtu.be/6OmdZ232ogk | When Doves Cry (01:19 - 01:44) / Purple Rain (01:45 - 2:05) | - City Dove - I Was Made For Loving You - Treasure - Talk -Something Beautiful - All In My Head, included Say My Name hook (02:06 - 02:44) - Dear No One (02:45 - 03:08) ENCORE - Hollow (03:09 - 03:38) - Drum battle. It was unreal. (03:49 - 04:16) - Should've Been Us (03:39 - 03:48) CAMERA: Sony DSC-HX20V ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every day for May! | MUSIC | - Background music is a remix of Tori Kelly's Should've Been Us by Lincoln Jesser. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.* ---------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------------
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| Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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Behold! An awesome/awkward sibling cover video because my sister is home right now! Haha. (Note the MN Twins lunchbox. That's how cool we are.) -7 1/2 months on T. --------------- Social Media Things --------------- http://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 SONG: Somebody That I Used To Know ARTIST: Gotye ft Kimbra ALBUM: Making Mirrors (2011) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end, always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough No you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over But had me believing it was always something that I'd done But I don't wanna live that way Reading into every word you say You said that you could let it go And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough No you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know [x2] Somebody (I used to know) Somebody (Now you're just somebody that I used to know) (I used to know) (That I used to know) (I used to know) Somebody ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
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Advice To Those With A Trans Loved One || Jeff Miller
 
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My mom and my sister sat down with me to cover what they wish they had known and their best advice and tips for people who have a loved one who is trans. β€” Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon, if you'd like! : https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 β€” This video is part 3 of 3 of the video series with my mom and my sister. Part 1: How my family reacted to me coming out. https://youtu.be/VgK9_BzuaAw Part 2: My family's fears about me being trans and having surgeries. https://youtu.be/Ws5fyaegids Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until next time! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) __________________ JEFF'S JAMS OF THE WEEK: Kevin Garrett - Little Bit of You __________________ | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos about music, life, and trans issues. Take your pick! __________________ | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ __________________ | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Closing music is Smile Quiet While Looking Up by Puddle of Infinity. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
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| The Maine - Am I Pretty? | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"There's beauty and grace in the flaws of your face." I'm really excited to see The Maine at Warped this summer because I know they'll put on a great show. And honestly, if you haven't seen the music video for this song, you should really think about watching it. It is very well done and sends an awesome message. It's probably one of my favorite videos released this year from any artist. Also, we made it through one full week of VEDIM! I think that's pretty rad and something worth celebrating. Well, until tomorrow! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. * This is VEDIM 8. Just so no one is confused. For the month of May, I am participating in VEDIM (which means video every day in May). I will be uploading the day after, so the video for May 1st was posted on the 2nd and so on. * ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Am I Pretty? ARTIST: The Maine ALBUM: American Candy (2015) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- You think I'm ugly And I know you hate my body If you don't like just what I do Do what you like So maybe then you'll want me Maybe then you'll want me Am I pretty? Do people like me yet? Is there a party? Am I invited? It's such a pity? No one adores me yet So make me up in a shade that fits me Tell me love oh "Am I pretty?" You make me feel like Confetti for the gathering So I'll get used To getting used I'll do that for you So maybe then you'll have me Maybe then you'll have me Am I pretty? Do people like me yet? Is there a party? Am I invited? It's such a pity? No one adores me yet So make me up in a shade that fits me Tell me love oh "Am I pretty?" oh "Am I pretty?" yeah "Am I pretty?" There's beauty and grace in the flaws of your face All candor and style in the crook of your smile There's beauty and grace in the flaws of your face All candor and style Am I pretty? Do people like me yet? Is there a party? Am I invited? It's such a pity? No one adores me yet So make me up in a shade that fits me Tell me love oh "Am I pretty?" yeah "Am I pretty?" oh "Am I pretty?" "Am I pretty?" oh "Am I pretty?" ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Outro music is Technicolour Beat by Oh Wonder. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 2037 Jeff Miller
| Against Me! - True Trans Soul Rebel | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"Another night to wish that you could forget..." --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- I'm seeing Against Me! at the end of the month and since I'm so excited for that, I wanted to do an updated live cover of this song. The first cover I did of it happened all the way back in 2014. [2014 version : https://youtu.be/C-CDJWR0uOo] As a trans musician, it has been so cool to see Laura Jane Grace be so vocal about her life throughout stuff like Transgender Dysphoria Blues and in her book as well. That's definitely a vulnerable thing to do and I have so much respect for her as an artist. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Looking Back - Real Friends ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- ------------------------- SONG: True Trans Soul Rebel ARTIST: Against Me! ALBUM: Transgender Dysphoria Blues (2014) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- All dressed up and nowhere to go Walking the streets all alone Another night to wish you could forget Making yourself up as you go along Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Does god bless your transsexual heart True trans soul rebel? Yet to be born, you're already dead You sleep with a gun beside you in bed You follow it through to the obvious end Slit your veins wide open You bleed it out Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Does god bless your transsexual heart True trans soul rebel You should've been a mother You should've been a wife You should've been gone from here years ago You should be living a different life Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Who's gonna take you home tonight? Who's gonna take you home? Does god bless your transsexual heart True trans soul rebel? True trans soul rebel! ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1459 Jeff Miller
Single People Are Worthless...? [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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Society pressures us to feel like we are "broken" if we are not in a relationship. We see it all around us, either implicitly or explicitly. It's because of this pressure that I see people I know getting into relationships with people they don't actually want to be with. Since being in a relationship is seen as higher status, it's sometimes used as a means to boost the self esteem and feels validating for their self worth. Relationships are becoming an ego boost and way to feel like our life has meaning. Essentially, if I don't have 2.5 kids by age 28, I have "failed" the game of LIFE. Unfortunately, this mentality makes people think that relationships will solve any personal problems they may have. This is not the case because a relationship will not and cannot solve your problems. Another person cannot "fix" you. That has to come from within you. This pressure to be in a relationship also leads people to make fun of those who haven't had that experience. People who have never been kissed, in a relationship, or sexual with another person are seen as "failures" if they have hit a certain age. That is another problem. There are a lot of issues that stem from these pressures. Most of it stems from people basing their self worth on what other people think or believe about them. I wish that weren't the case, but it exists for a lot of people and I know I personally still struggle with this. Please know that regardless of your relationship status, you have worth and you are valid. You don't need to be in a relationship to have value as a person. Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this around with the internet, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Daft Pretty Boys - Bad Suns ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Outro music is an instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 469 Jeff Miller
| Julia Nunes - Then OK | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"I know better than to play with fire, but I'm aleady burning and I can't get enough." β€”β€”β€” Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon, if you'd like! : https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 β€”β€”β€” I remember finding Julia Nunes on Youtube with a Say Anything cover. (It was Alive With the Glory of Love and it was very good.) Now, she's still doing the music things and she's still incredible, in my opinion. I've seen an evolution in her music style and lyricism and that is so cool! Check out here to see if she's coming near you: http://www.julianunes.com/tour/ Support independent artists who you love. Honestly. It makes a world of difference. Also, shout out to my camera for dying in the middle of filming this. I just went with it because that was a really good take and I didn't want to refilm. Haha. And feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” SONG OF THE DAY: Right Now - HAIM β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” SONG: Then OK ARTIST: Julia Nunes ALBUM: Some Feelings (2015) LYRICS β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” I am trying to be realistic here I am dying 'cause I know I can't resist if we're Gonna be so sorry soon I can't keep my hands off you And I don't want to If we're careful maybe this could be alright You are caffeine and I'm staying up all night I'm not stupid enough to believe I could just kiss you and leave There will be prices to pay What are we gonna do I just wanna touch you Nothing can stand in my way So if all you have to say Is okay Then okay I know better than to play with fire but I'm all ready burning and I can't get enough I'm not stupid enough to believe I could just kiss you and leave There will be prices to pay What are we gonna do I just wanna touch you All night all day So if all you have to say Is okay Then okay I'm not worried about the consequence But maybe we could get some common sense Maybe this was just how it had to be I was gonna explode eventually If all you have to say If all you have to say If all you have to say Is okay Then okay β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€”β€” | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 677 Jeff Miller
| Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well." Here's a request from GageTyler to have you feeling extra nostalgic for the early 2000's. Fun fact on this song for me is that this is actually the first song I had ever performed solo in front of a large audience when I did it for a talent show when I was in middle school to a karaoke track. Still feels odd looking back on that because it's been so long now. But that's alright. Haha. Also, I have surpassed 1,600 subscribers and I am continuously blown away by all of your support. Whether you're subscribing or just stopping by, thank you. And if you have a song request, send it to me via Twitter (@JeffAMiller17) or throw it down in the comments! Peace and much love, Jeff. | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Vindicated ARTIST: Dashboard Confessional ALBUM: Spider Man 2 Soundtrack (2004) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated I am vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intentions Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me so isolated, so motivated I am certain now that I am vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along So turn Up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment, fall forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'd be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away [3x] So let me slip against the current So let me slip away [4x] I am vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along Slight hope It dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 2203 Jeff Miller
FTM - 8 Months Post Top Surgery (Dr. Garramone)
 
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I'm now 8 months and a week post op! I had top surgery with Dr. Garramone in Davie, Florida on December 21, 2012. I'm also 1 year and 7 months on T! Social Media Links: http://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17
Views: 2739 Jeff Miller
FTM - 1 Year Post Top Surgery Comparison Video (Dr. Garramone)
 
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I had top surgery with Dr. Garramone on December 21, 2012 so according to everyone and R.E.M, it was the end of the world as we knew it and I felt fine. I will also be 2 years on T in January. This is a compilation of videos and photos that I have from the year to show the healing process and journey. The first video is being recorded on my phone, so the quality may not be the best but the quality gets better as it goes on I swear! If you have any questions, let me know! ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! | MUSIC | - Open Your Eyes by Snow Patrol *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 9777 Jeff Miller
FTM - "What is your REAL name?" [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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So, what is your REAL name? Ah, yes. This question. It's a question I've received quite a lot actually and, to be honest, some people are pretty creative in how they go about asking it. But this is how I feel when people continue to ask and why you should probably stop asking these things of other people altogether. Until next Monday! Peace and much love, Jeff. Side note: I'm really liking this little sit down "hot cocoa and a chat" time with y'all. Perhaps I can/will turn this into a monthly segment! Any thoughts on that being a thing? (Closed captioning available.) ---------------------------------------------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! | MUSIC | - Background music: Instrumental of XO by The Eden Project (EDEN). - Outro music is Cloud 9 by Itro & Tobu. Music provided by NoCopyrightSounds. The full song can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VtKbiyyVZks *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1125 Jeff Miller
| Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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In tribute to the late Leonard Cohen, here's my broken hallelujah.. I don't think there is a song with as many versions, verses, or renditions as Hallelujah. Technically the way I sang it was popularized by Jeff Buckley, but the true original is Leonard Cohen. I've sung this song a lot over the years in choir ensembles, solo acts, or just simply wanting to have a song to jam to and play. It hits me hard in the heart and I believe that's what makes it so special for me. This was all recorded live with 2 cameras filming simultaneously to get the different angles. I do truly hope I've done this song justice, so please let me know your thoughts! Until next Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Vera Blue - Hold ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of concert going adventures, me talking about my life, trans related topics, or just simply me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up every Monday! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- ------------------------- SONG: Hallelujah (as performed by Jeff Buckley) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Well, I heard there was a secret chord That David played and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? Well it goes like this: The fourth, the fifth, the minor fall and the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Well your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew ya She tied you to her kitchen chair She broke your throne and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Baby, I've been here before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew ya And I've seen your flag on the marble arch And love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Maybe there's a God above But all I've ever learned from love Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya And it's not a cry that you hear at night It's not somebody who's seen the light It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah ----------------------------------------------------------------- | MUSIC | - Outro music is an instrumental of Fools by Troye Sivan. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1474 Jeff Miller
| Say Anything - Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"If I die and go to Hell real soon, it will appear to me as this room." Hola, friends! I present to you a quick Sunday evening jam session song. This song makes me laugh and reminds me of high school, so I decided to put it up. I hope you are all doing well and recovering from St. Patrick's Day weekend festivities if that's where you were at. Also, I am close to 1,000 subscribers right now and that is absolutely blowing my mind. Goodness, you are all rad. If y'all want me to do a Q+A session once I hit that point, I'd do it. Haha. Meaning if you have a question for me, throw it my way. I'm game. Different forms of communication are below or you can throw it in the comments, too. Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. (And I know the sound quality is pretty bad. I just recorded through my computer because this was an impromptu thing and I was too lazy to grab my mics... My bad.) ---------------------------------------------------------------- | MY OTHER SAY ANYTHING COVERS | Cemetery - https://youtu.be/FcoKC4VM4Z0 A Walk Through Hell - https://youtu.be/K1iT1Y_WpAA Alive with the Glory of Love - https://youtu.be/6uxdJDsWXr4 | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! ---------------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------------- SONG: Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too ARTIST: Say Anything ALBUM: ...Is A Real Boy/...Was A Real Boy (2004) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- If I die and go to hell real soon, it will appear to me as this room. And for eternity I'd lay in bed in my boxers, half stoned, with the pillow under my head. I'd be chatting on the interweb; maggots pray upon the living dead. I had no interest in the things she said. On the phone every day, I'll permanently hit the hay hay. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. I laughed myself to sleep. At this rate, I'll be heading for electric chairs. I'm only human with my cross to bear. When she described her underwear I forgot all the rules my rabbi taught me in the old schul. You're too young to be this empty girl I'll prepare you for a sick dark world Know that you'll be my downfall. But I call and I call and I call. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. I laughed myself to sleep. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I want. (Met you on the internet) (Then I lied about it) (Met you on the internet) (Then I lied about it) I called her on the phone and she touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. I laughed myself to sleep. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. She touched herself. She touched herself. I called her on the phone and she touched herself. I laughed myself to sleep. ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1847 Jeff Miller
| Paramore - Moving On | (Jeff Miller ukulele cover)
 
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Yep. I'm still infatuated with my uke and Paramore. So why not a perfect combination of the two? (This counts, right?) But it made me excited that 3 of the songs off of Paramore's album Paramore were ukulele interludes and now I can actually play them. :) I also apologize for putting so many videos up this week. But I hope you'll enjoy them anyways! And if you liked this, please feel free to like, comment, subscribe, share it around, sing sappy love songs with me, or go for long walks on the beach if you're lucky! Thank you for watching! OTHER PARAMORE COVERS I'VE DONE: - My Heart - https://youtu.be/-7PFblj3xc8 - Last Hope - https://youtu.be/wSw2zRaOUs4 - Still Into You - https://youtu.be/Cpcfuc_MShw - The Only Exception - https://youtu.be/wmx6JZsp1S0 --------------- Social Media Things --------------- http://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 SONG: Moving On ARTIST: Paramore ALBUM: Paramore (2013) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- Let 'em have their time Sit back and let 'em shine Let 'em rise and rise Cause one day they're gonna fall Let 'em soak in the sun Sit back and let 'em have their fun Let 'em spill their guts Cause one day they're gonna slip on 'em Well I could be angry But you're not worth the fight And besides I'm moving on I've counted to ten And I'm feeling alright And besides I'm moving on Let 'em play their songs Let 'em say what's right and wrong Let 'em do their thing Cause they'll never be you and me We got our own style We got a way of livin' life If they can't get down Well we don't need them around Well I could be angry But you're not worth the fight And besides I'm moving on I've counted to ten And I'm feeling alright And besides I'm moving Yes I'm moving Besides I'm moving on ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1260 Jeff Miller
| Boundary Lines - Jeff Miller (Original Song) |
 
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Oh, boundaries. How I love thee. --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- Like I mentioned in the video, this song came about in like 15 minutes. It is influenced by the fact that so many people have misconceptions about what a boundary is and also how I shouldn't have to apologize or feel guilty for stating where my line is drawn. I know what works for me and if you can't respect that, then you have no purpose being involved in my life. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Missin' You - The Summer Set ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- ------------------------- SONG: Boundary Lines ARTIST: Jeff Miller (Hey, that's me!) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- When I tell you no, Respect it or go. When I say please stop, stop. Or you're on the chopping block. I know it's cliche to say, But I know it must be this way. It has nothing to do with you. When I know my limit's here, I stated it will be clear. Don't misconstrue. These are my boundaries. These are my boundary lines. This is my choice. This is my right. Please don't put up a fight. My boundaries, my boundary lines. This is my choice. This is my right. You have no say in this fight. You have no say in my life. When I say not today, I'm not playing with your heart. I don't hate you. Please don't start. When I want to leave, I'm packing it up. Hitting the road. And that's all on me. I know it's cliche to say, But know it must be this way. It has nothing to do with you. When I know my limit's here, I stated it will be clear. Don't misconstrue. These are my boundaries. These are my boundary lines. This is my choice. This is my right. Please don't put up a fight. My boundaries, my boundary lines. This is my choice. This is my right. You have no say this time. You have no say in my life. These are my boundaries. These are my boundary lines. -----------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 662 Jeff Miller
I Was Afraid of Having Long Hair [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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A genuine conversation about how I feel about my hair after growing it out, why I did it, and how I was actually scared to do so. --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- Thank you Forum for asking me about this and nudging me to actually film my thoughts. Haha. And I do want to continue this discussion, so please feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Liability - Lorde ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1736 Jeff Miller
// The 1975 Concert Experience // First Ave Minneapolis
 
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The 1975 with Swim Deep at First Avenue in Minneapolis, MN on December 10th, 2015. (Watching it in 720p HD is recommended since Youtube wouldn't take my 1080p file.) It was my first time seeing them live and I have to say this show is most definitely in my top 5. It was so good! And I still can't believe I met The 1975 and got to listen to a few songs off of their upcoming album ILIWYSFYASBYSUOI. The new album sounds awesome and I don't think people are prepared for it. I'm definitely looking forward to that in February and to see them live again in May! I hope y'all enjoyed my attempt at vlogging. It was fun to do and edit because it is so different from my other videos. Let me know what you think! Until next time! Peace and much love, Jeff. (Closed captioning available.) ---------------------------------------------------------------- // THE 1975 PLAYLIST || Jeff Miller // http://bit.ly/1U7GYAq | THE 1975 COVERS I'VE DONE | // Chocolate // - https://youtu.be/2rqM-QvMOMM // fallingforyou // - https://youtu.be/6NX8msDAXys // Sex // - https://youtu.be/5iVr4j2m5aw | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | Tumblr: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe for more videos of me talking about my life, trans related topics, or me playing guitar and singing some songs! Videos go up on Mondays! | MUSIC | All instrumentals used are official instrumentals released by The 1975. No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.
Views: 4377 Jeff Miller
| Kodaline - All I Want | (Jeff Miller cover)
 
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"When you said your last goodbye, I died a little bit inside." --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- If you've ever lost anyone, I'm sure this song will hit you right in the feels. At least, that's what it does for me. I suppose that's what a good song does: it makes you feel. Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Until Friday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Candy Hearts - Relient K ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- ------------------------- SONG: All I Want ARTIST: Kodaline ALBUM: In A Perfect World (2013) LYRICS ----------------------------------------------------------------- All I want is nothing more To hear you knocking at my door 'Cause if I could see your face once more I could die a happy man I'm sure When you said your last goodbye I died a little bit inside I lay in tears in bed all night Alone without you by my side But if you loved me Why'd you leave me? Take my body Take my body All I want is, And all I need is To find somebody. I'll find somebody like you. Oh oh So you brought out the best of me, A part of me I've never seen. You took my soul and wiped it clean. Our love was made for movie screens. But if you loved me Why'd you leave me? Take my body, Take my body. All I want is, And all I need is To find somebody. I'll find somebody. Oh If you loved me Why'd you leave me? Take my body, Take my body. All I want is, And all I need is To find somebody. I'll find somebody like you. ----------------------------------------------------------------- *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1449 Jeff Miller
I AUDITIONED FOR THE VOICE?! [CC] || Jeff Miller
 
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Some A’s to your Q’s. Find out about my experience with The Voice, why 1009 is the best number, and how I picked the name Jeff! --- Support what I do by becoming a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/JeffAMiller17 --- I'm still in shock that I hit 4,000 subscribers. Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for taking time out of your days to support the content I do. I never thought I would hit this many, but I appreciate each and every one of you. Now, it’s time to celebrate! These are the things you wanted to know for the first official Q and A! Feel free to leave your own thoughts in the comments! Anything that surprised you? Haha. Until Monday! Same time. Same place. Peace and much love, Jeff. (Also, if you want to share this with someone who would enjoy it, that would be cool and thanks for spending time with me today!) ------------------------- SONG OF THE DAY: Don't Leave - Snakehips & MØ ------------------------- | QUESTIONS + TIME STAMPS | 00:55 - 01:35 : 1. If you had to choose between never playing music or never petting a dog again, which would you choose? 01:36 - 01:56 : 2. What is your favorite band? 01:57 - 02:22 : 3. What is the ideal number of dogs? 02:28 - 03:14 : 4. What's the hardest part of covering a song? Also, do you have a favorite dog breed? 03:15 - 03:29 : 5. Who is your favorite sibling? 03:30 - 03:42 : 6. What is the most important lesson you've learned in the last year? 03:43 - : 7. What is something people might be surprised to know you like? 04:07 - 04:44 : 8. How did you pick the name Jeff? 04:45 - 05:07 : 9. Do you speak more than one language? If so, what? 05:08 - 05:35 : 10. At what age did you learn how to play the guitar? 05:36 - 05:47 : 11. What are you most excited for this spring? 05:48 - 06:31 : 12. Have you ever thought about auditioning for The Voice or touring? ------------------------- | SUBSCRIBE | Click here (http://bit.ly/1UQkF8n) to subscribe! I make videos every Monday and Friday! Mondays will be music related while Friday will be about my life, trans related topics, or just anything I wish to talk about! ------------------------- | SOCIAL MEDIA THINGS | - FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/JeffAMiller17/ - INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/JeffAMiller17 - TUMBLR: https://live-for-the-journey.tumblr.com/ - TWITTER: https://twitter.com/JeffAMiller17 ------------------------- | MUSIC | - Intro music is Tops by Lincoln Jesser. - Background music is an instrumental of XO by EDEN. *No copyright infringement intended. All rights go to their appropriate owners.*
Views: 1513 Jeff Miller